yourawkmysocks32: why not?

lil boo bear 27: and mike isnt awake to talk to about it.,

lil boo bear 27: cuz

yourawkmysocks32: aww

lil boo bear 27: we have no plans for afterwards.....i dont feel like leaving early just bcuz of some "driving curfew" crap.....its not gonna be any fun

lil boo bear 27: i dont like my dress anymore

lil boo bear 27: iiiiii dont wanna go! :-D

lil boo bear 27: oh and mike hasnt even reserved a tux yet so wtf is the point? we're so behind, lets just notttt go.

yourawkmysocks32: awwww

yourawkmysocks32: ok

yourawkmysocks32: well here's your plan

yourawkmysocks32: return your dress

yourawkmysocks32: get the money back

yourawkmysocks32: go out to a nice dinner

yourawkmysocks32: have a picnic

yourawkmysocks32: or come to a show with me

yourawkmysocks32: and watch me almost die ;-)

lil boo bear 27: i dunno if i can return my dress...plus i think mike would be pissed if just decided not to go.

lil boo bear 27: blahhhhh!!!!!!

yourawkmysocks32: well talk to him

yourawkmysocks32: why can't you return your dress?

yourawkmysocks32: http://home.mn.rr.com/t1camp1/Focus.swf

lil boo bear 27: yayyyyy no prom for us!!!!!:-D

yourawkmysocks32: haha woooooooo

yourawkmysocks32: !

lil boo bear 27: now....what are we gonna do on that night instead, cuz im staying out late even so.

yourawkmysocks32: wanna come to a show with me and james

yourawkmysocks32: actually

yourawkmysocks32: see what's going on that night

yourawkmysocks32: and get bvack to me

lil boo bear 27: what show is it

yourawkmysocks32: the used

yourawkmysocks32: my chemical romance

yourawkmysocks32: may 3rd

yourawkmysocks32: at towson

lil boo bear 27: we might just have a sleepover at mikeys house.

lil boo bear 27: mikey makeover time ;-)

yourawkmysocks32: hehehh oooh

lil boo bear 27: no oooooh

lil boo bear 27: fuck, id be soooo good.

lil boo bear 27: i dont like sexual things anymore

lil boo bear 27: my sex drive is....empty

lil boo bear 27: absolutely empty

lil boo bear 27: i hate sex. i hate boys!!

yourawkmysocks32: that's not a bad time

yourawkmysocks32: haha

yourawkmysocks32: thing

lil boo bear 27: i know its not, its great.....but it makes mike so annoying to be around sometimes!

yourawkmysocks32: yah i know what you mean

yourawkmysocks32: but my sex drive is okay

yourawkmysocks32: sometimes i don't wanna do stuff

yourawkmysocks32: and i just do it anyways

yourawkmysocks32: sometimes i'm like ... stop

lil boo bear 27: GAH i hate when i dont wanna do it but it happens anyway cuz im like 'what the hell.....'

lil boo bear 27: and afterwards im like "damn i wish i hadnt"

lil boo bear 27: cuz i hateeeeee it

yourawkmysocks32: yeahhh i knoww hat you mean

yourawkmysocks32: and meg

yourawkmysocks32: it's normal

yourawkmysocks32: a lot of girls don't like having sex

yourawkmysocks32: or doing other things

yourawkmysocks32: and it's completely normal

lil boo bear 27: i know its normal... i just wish mike would fucking understand for once. i mean, im in HEAVEN when he's being all cuddly and cute....but once he gets the least bit horny....AHHH! RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!

yourawkmysocks32: gahaha

yourawkmysocks32: but i guess it's normal for him too

yourawkmysocks32: he's a guy

lil boo bear 27: yeah. i know.

yourawkmysocks32: but he stilln eeds to understand no means no

lil boo bear 27: "I hate boys"

yourawkmysocks32: hahaha

yourawkmysocks32: and i know you give in sometimes

lil boo bear 27: yeah.

yourawkmysocks32: and meg, that's ok too

lil boo bear 27: no its not...i dont like giving in. i want my virginity back!!!!!

lil boo bear 27: but it'll be good if i end up marrying mike....

lil boo bear 27: which, i think, there is a chance of that happening....not to sound, stupid, i guess?

yourawkmysocks32: ooh that's far away

yourawkmysocks32: there's a chance

yourawkmysocks32: there's a chance for everything

yourawkmysocks32: ofcourse it'll be nice

lil boo bear 27: i'll invite you.

lil boo bear 27: if that does end up happening

lil boo bear 27: thatd be fun.

yourawkmysocks32: hahah i can't wait ;-)

yourawkmysocks32: just don't do it really soon

lil boo bear 27: ew no.

lil boo bear 27: my friends from my soccer team....well their friend at school is getting married this summer. she's a senior how. she's turning 18 in like july....JULY!!!!

lil boo bear 27: TOO YOUNG!!!!

lil boo bear 27: scary!

yourawkmysocks32: yeathat is really scary

lil boo bear 27: so...there goes your college life

lil boo bear 27: fuck im soooooooooo letting loose in college

lil boo bear 27: it'll be the BEST time of my life.

lil boo bear 27: i can't wait.

lil boo bear 27: so many possibilities ran through my mind as we went on "College visit road trip to north carolina" this past week

yourawkmysocks32: hahah mike visiting

yourawkmysocks32: ;-)

yourawkmysocks32: and who knows

lil boo bear 27: i wanna go to a PARTY SCHOOL

yourawkmysocks32: maybe your sex drive will pick up incollege ;-)

lil boo bear 27: well you see...

lil boo bear 27: i was PURPOSLY looking at colleges that he had a chance of getting into.

lil boo bear 27: i really hope we end up going to the same place.

lil boo bear 27: but if not, it'll be ok.

yourawkmysocks32: mmmmm

yourawkmysocks32: if it was meant to be

yourawkmysocks32: it'llwork out :-)

lil boo bear 27: yup.

yourawkmysocks32: i don't know if i'm going to end up in the same place james does

yourawkmysocks32: he's not going out of state

lil boo bear 27: oh..

lil boo bear 27: boo

yourawkmysocks32: and i want to go to better schools

lil boo bear 27: i really want to go out of state

yourawkmysocks32: if i get into any better schools than college park, i'm going

lil boo bear 27: yeah

lil boo bear 27: thats cool.

yourawkmysocks32: my dream school is cornell

yourawkmysocks32: and if i get in... james and i will prolly be over

lil boo bear 27: :-(

lil boo bear 27: boo

yourawkmysocks32: but i don't know if i'm going to get in

lil boo bear 27: eya

lil boo bear 27: yea

yourawkmysocks32: college park... he doesn't even know if he can get into cp

yourawkmysocks32: he's not dumb

lil boo bear 27: wheres cornell located in this wonderful states of the united?

yourawkmysocks32: just doesn't apply himself

yourawkmysocks32: new york. :-)

lil boo bear 27: same thing w/ mike

yourawkmysocks32: semi upstate ny

lil boo bear 27: ah

lil boo bear 27: COLD

lil boo bear 27: highest i'll go is pennsylvania

yourawkmysocks32: and i want him to apply himself so he'll get into cp with me

yourawkmysocks32: heheh ny = FUNNNNNNNNNNNN

yourawkmysocks32: aaaaa lllloooot of fun

lil boo bear 27: lol

yourawkmysocks32: i think subconciously i don't want to get into smarter schools

yourawkmysocks32: and i want to stay here

yourawkmysocks32: but my future... kinda depends on college?

yourawkmysocks32: but one of the last things i do is to leave him

lil boo bear 27: yea

lil boo bear 27: ...well

yourawkmysocks32: but i should just try hard and get into a good school

yourawkmysocks32: because guys come and go

lil boo bear 27: you guys COULD stay together somehow.

lil boo bear 27: it'd be tough but it is possible

yourawkmysocks32: and i could wind up marrying some 40 billion dollar a year guy

yourawkmysocks32: that's true...

yourawkmysocks32: i don't know if we could do it

yourawkmysocks32: we go crazy if we don't see each other each week

lil boo bear 27: jeff marquart and his girlfriend go to different schools, i think shes up in penn. somewhere and hes at college park.

yourawkmysocks32: awww

yourawkmysocks32: but also a lot of high school relationships extend into college and they shouldn't

lil boo bear 27: why shouldn't they?

lil boo bear 27: i think the stupid ones that shouldn't last are those when the guy or girl is older than the other and they go off to college at different times. ok, i dont think theres much of a chance there.

lil boo bear 27: unless the guys going to community college.

lil boo bear 27: its feeding time for me.

yourawkmysocks32: hehe ok

yourawkmysocks32: have fun

lil boo bear 27: i must go eat some food

yourawkmysocks32: ok have fun

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yourawkmysocks32: haha i know you're going to get this tomorrow in english and i'm a laugh at you

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lil boo bear 27: hey that coupon saved me $20!

lil boo bear 27: yay!

yourawkmysocks32: woooooooo :-)

yourawkmysocks32: damn

yourawkmysocks32: how much did you end up spending

lil boo bear 27: ........iiii kinda got carried awayyyyy

lil boo bear 27: 210 down to 190

yourawkmysocks32: HOLY CRAP

lil boo bear 27: :-\

lil boo bear 27: yeah buddy

lil boo bear 27: 3 pairs of jeans tho, so that was a lot of it.

yourawkmysocks32: wiat it was only 20 bucks off

yourawkmysocks32: i thought it was 15 %

yourawkmysocks32: ok nm

yourawkmysocks32: but yeah

yourawkmysocks32: that's a lot ;-)

yourawkmysocks32: i'm excited

lil boo bear 27: well then perhaps it was more i dunno

lil boo bear 27: but i gottt money off

yourawkmysocks32: hehe wow

yourawkmysocks32: 190 bucks

yourawkmysocks32: only three pairs of jeans?

lil boo bear 27: and thats all that counts

lil boo bear 27: and i got a free shirt

yourawkmysocks32: really?

lil boo bear 27: and 50% of sandals

yourawkmysocks32: sweeeeet

yourawkmysocks32: !

lil boo bear 27: yayyyy

lil boo bear 27: 2 shirts and sandals and a 30$ belt! SHEESH!

lil boo bear 27: oh and a sweater

lil boo bear 27: nice and comfy :-)

lil boo bear 27: even tho it is almost summer....

yourawkmysocks32: yeah it was on sale?

lil boo bear 27: but it'll be good when i go out on mike's family's boat

yourawkmysocks32: 30 $ BELT??

lil boo bear 27: YAY!

lil boo bear 27: yup...

yourawkmysocks32: daaaaamn

lil boo bear 27: hell yeah craziness

lil boo bear 27: but i needed one.

yourawkmysocks32: true

lil boo bear 27: i told you i needed one so!

yourawkmysocks32: we were just talking about that today

yourawkmysocks32: haha yeah

lil boo bear 27: now i have one.

lil boo bear 27: yay

lil boo bear 27: lol yeah

lil boo bear 27: whew

lil boo bear 27: AH

lil boo bear 27: im already stressed out about next school year.

yourawkmysocks32: hahah now you're tired

yourawkmysocks32: from shopping

yourawkmysocks32: why??

yourawkmysocks32: you have new clothes

lil boo bear 27: since im in the mentor program...i got to see what my schedule will look like

yourawkmysocks32: not to worry ;-)

yourawkmysocks32: oooooh

lil boo bear 27: too hard! :-\

yourawkmysocks32: you're gonna be busy a lot

lil boo bear 27: cuz i just went to some stupid mentorship meeting

lil boo bear 27: AHHHH

lil boo bear 27: iiiiii dont wanna do it

lil boo bear 27: but ive already been accccepted

lil boo bear 27: well shit.

lil boo bear 27: ok i have a question!

yourawkmysocks32: eh it'll look really good on your resume

lil boo bear 27: how do adults think kids can handle all of the work they put on us?

yourawkmysocks32: now i kinda wish i'm doing it

yourawkmysocks32: hahaha

lil boo bear 27: its way too much pressure and stress.

yourawkmysocks32: they think of it as we can do more than them

yourawkmysocks32: they somehow overlook the stress and pressure

lil boo bear 27: yea

lil boo bear 27: next year im going to have a mental breakdown

lil boo bear 27: worse than what i have nowl

yourawkmysocks32: but they think if we do more than them, we can be more successful for them

yourawkmysocks32: mental breakdowns suck

lil boo bear 27: i get really stressed out, a lot.

yourawkmysocks32: this was the first year i was really stressed out

yourawkmysocks32: last year i was a little

yourawkmysocks32: but this year

lil boo bear 27: yes they dooo

yourawkmysocks32: i've been getting sick a lot this year

yourawkmysocks32: prolly bc of stress too, you think?

yourawkmysocks32: and my period's been acting crazy.

yourawkmysocks32: stupid february, threw off my entire cycle ;(

yourawkmysocks32: ;-)

lil boo bear 27: yeah.

lil boo bear 27: during soccer season, i was out for a while going to doc's appts all the time cuz i was having stomach problems.....most likely triggered from stress

lil boo bear 27: and i've had other bodily problems from stress as well, it ruins me. really

yourawkmysocks32: yeah i know what you mean

yourawkmysocks32: damnit

lil boo bear 27: i get so weak and tired

yourawkmysocks32: why do we overachieve ;-)

yourawkmysocks32: yeah i sleep a lot now

lil boo bear 27: and i sleep ALL the time.

yourawkmysocks32: like a lot

lil boo bear 27: I DONT KNOW! i wish i could procrastinate just once!

yourawkmysocks32: oh i procrastinate all the time

yourawkmysocks32: it just ends up screwing me over

lil boo bear 27: i hate being studious :-(

lil boo bear 27: im not even smart....just studious....what the teachers want.....thats the only reason i get straight A's

yourawkmysocks32: yeah i wish i could be studious

lil boo bear 27: thats another pressure i hold...i it in my head that i HAVE to maintain straight A's forever

yourawkmysocks32: i've been just so unmotivated

lil boo bear 27: the day i get a B, ill break down like crazy

lil boo bear 27: i hate it.

yourawkmysocks32: have you ever gotten a b

lil boo bear 27: i hate the way i am.

lil boo bear 27: BAH!

yourawkmysocks32: like on your report card

lil boo bear 27: not on a report card.

yourawkmysocks32: not even on your final grade

yourawkmysocks32: wow

lil boo bear 27: in high school

yourawkmysocks32: midterm, yes?

lil boo bear 27: no

lil boo bear 27: exams yes

yourawkmysocks32: ok i understand

lil boo bear 27: but as marking period grades and final grades, no;

lil boo bear 27: all a's

yourawkmysocks32: wooow

yourawkmysocks32: like a lot of ppl i know have gottenall a's in final grades, but not a lot have gotten straight a's

lil boo bear 27: its a pain in the ass to keep up.

lil boo bear 27: i get so scared when i have a 91% in a class

lil boo bear 27: im like "NO I have to bring this up! I can't get a B this marking period"

lil boo bear 27: ..its sick, really

yourawkmysocks32: yeah it is ;-)

lil boo bear 27: i tell myself i cant get a B, a freaking B!.....hello, "average" is a C!

yourawkmysocks32: but you're so close to getting all a's

yourawkmysocks32: don't ruin it

lil boo bear 27: and i have to keep an A always?

lil boo bear 27: yeah i know

lil boo bear 27: i wish i had gotten a B freshman year sometime

lil boo bear 27: then i wouldnt be like this.

yourawkmysocks32: yeaaaaaah

yourawkmysocks32: like me ;-)

lil boo bear 27: im gonna eat some dinner

lil boo bear 27: laterrrr!

yourawkmysocks32: whee ok

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